Dream 1.
Symposium in the barn
I am in my barn. I have invited Expressive art associates here for a symposium. The stalls in the barn are much larger and I have given everyone , a stall to work in and hang their artwork. The people that are there are not my expressive art associates but my dream group. I am standing in front of Nan's stall and she has decorated it with her work. One is a painting of Marcia,large and hung in the back of the stall.Marcia is sitting on a chair with an icy blue background, on either side of her, facing her are 2 penguins. She is covered in a clear plastic bag to her neck and it is tied with a rope. There is also rope around her body.Nan is asking me what I think the significicance of this is . Marcia is standing next to me, smiling she likes the painting. I say I need to study it for a moment because my initial feeling was one of worry and I did not want to say that. There are lots of dried grape vines hanging around as decoration and there is another painting , a self portrait of Nan. She is covered by dried grape vines wrapped around her head and arms and covering her face. I looked at that one and say, wow, that is interesting you do really good work.
Dream 2
The end of the earth
I am with my daughter, she is about 12 years old. We are both dressed in late 1800's cotton dresses. We are out walking . We are admiring the beautiful country we live in. The sun is starting to set, the colors are coming up , so I take my camera out of my pocket and go to shot a picture. There is a large cloud that quickly turns into a Skelton face. We run under the tree to protect ourselves from him. Just past the tree we are under is the end of the earth. Somehow we have found the entrance to hell. How could it be , so close to all this beauty , I think. I am looking at the flames , not frightened, more curious. I was more afraid of the all watching Skelton in the sky, he felt like death. I knew we were safe under the tree. My daughter asks , does he wait to push even good people over the edge into hell ? I have no answer. We hear something and turn, an angel appeared and gathered us into her wings to take us to safety.
Dream 3
Christ sends healing
I awake on the morning of my father's first anniversary of his death with this dream.
I am in the middle east on streets , tiny alleys and walkways, a maze of streets. I go into an area with 4 alleys. I go into the first one, the light blinds me, so I cover my eyes, when I opened them I was looking at Christ in a white robe, bathed in blinding white light, he looked right at me and said there will be a miraculous healing. I just looked at him..he continued .. the lady will come to you and tell you what to do when it happens, I am thinking..why is he telling me these things ??? What can I do ??? I looked around and there were the other 3 alleys. I saw a woman with a scarf wrapped around her head and down her shoulders, all I saw was shadow of her and when I looked ,she backed up into the alley which was yellow /orange.. I was thinking, What lady will come?? Why am I being told this??? I look at the other 2 alleys, one was bathed in a rosy pink light and the other in a lime green light, like you would see if you were looking at the northern lights. Christ was still there looking at me. I must have nodded but said nothing..my thoughts were running wild..than I thought..he can see my thoughts but he is acting as if he cannot. He calmly stood there and I just looked.. I still can't believe I am standing here talking to Jesus Christ.. I woke up..filled with questions. Feeling that the miraculous healing will be for many not just me. It felt like a big dream.
Dream 4
My future protected
I am in a village and married to someone important in the village. His ex -wife is there (she looks like the actress Joan Collins) , she is haughty and hates me. I go into the house we all share, she still lives there , as well.
She says to me come to my room , I will give you a shave. I said , Oh, you have razors in your room, she smiles , yes come see and walks down the hallway. The staff say to me , get out she is determined to either kill you or cut up your face so the master will not want you anymore. I get out, I walk down the street and this group of middle eastern women pull me in their house, which is attached to the back of the house I live in. It is his mother and sisters, they are trying to protect me. They say come in hide in the bathroom, she is livid ,you did not follow her into her room, she will be looking for you. I go into this bright yellow bathroom, everything is yellow and I get into the shower and hide in the corner. I hear the ex-wife in the house, she comes into the bathroom, I hold my breath, she checks herself out in the mirror and leaves. I hear her threaten the women. Next thing I know, I have a blanket thrown over my head and I am in a car. I get to a place of safety. As long as I stay here my life is protected. It is a place that is blessed by Eton Navaray.It is by the sea. A native man is there, more of a Hawaiian looking native man. He hands me a handmade sketch book with drawings of the ocean on the first page and scrawled into the oil paint were the words, the tide goes in and the tides goes out, over and over..than it says Eton Navaray protect me...protect my family, protect my community and than it becomes too difficult to read.
Dream 5
Art that people want
It is Thanksgiving I live in NY city across from central park. We are having lots of people over for dinner.My brothers are riding up and down the hill in the park in my mothers old wheelchair. I come in and my husband tells me he invited more people . I am worried that I will not have enough food. He says your sister brought stuff and she is out in the yard cooking it. I look out the window, the yard is flooded except where she is cooking and her husband is bringing her supplies in a little row boat. I come into the living room and there are people I do not know here that my husband has invited. I am annoyed he did not tell me about the extra people in advance. One woman is being very nervy , picking up my sculptures and touching my paintings. I go over to her, she said did you do these , I said yes. She said ..this is what people want, will you make more I can sell it, in my gallery. I feel overwhelmed. I look at these stick figure sculptures and paintings and think, why would she pick these?
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